feelin down!

everytime i feel down, this man just inspires me to navigate on autopilot until i set my course. kirk franklin is blessed with a talent that can slap you into a reality fix, he is intune with my confusion and self doubt, it's like he's talking to me and only me...i am so thankful to have found his muzik!

i was listening today to my life is in your hands this song refreshes my soul and my faith! i love it love it love it.

here it is!

You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend named Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say

Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

So when your tests and trials
They seem to get you down
And all your friends and loved ones
Are nowhere to be found
Remember there's a friend named Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if you heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say

Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

munny dearest

this is a shout out to the BIG MAN... i know you is got ma back! thanks for letting me borrow dem precious little angels if only for a minute! i promise to love them always ...no matter what mad crazzy state i'm in.

in my earthlyness may i add.... fruitful loins of my sweat you are the reason i toil in this labyrinth slumber, twisted in this damn forsaken void, i strive not for perfection but simply to preserve my ultimagic ego.... YOU, my legacy!

i kid you not world, my entire universe is dependent on their bestowing me if not but a little of their swit swit love. i crave the energy, the passion and the wisdom they unknowingly give. my einsteins, my tomorrow!

but destiny awaits! discoveries yet undiscovered, decisions in the making, lessons to be burnt, mistakes to massacre, dreams to weave, tears to share and yes oh yes, innocence to lose.

i embrace this moment and a shiver runs down my spine knowing that today will never be again. sadness interjects, i take yet another of dem mental photos and publish it in my inner most being. a gallary of memories, my constant campanions.

i have gracefully evolved into the queen of plainess and mistress of the $1 store. gone the days of my divaness materialistic sprees, cast aside jus as a li'l sumin sumin that munny dearest has gleedly and willingly forgone to be worthy of your choice of me, why me?!

i am under no pretext that i am but a mere nobody, there are far better choices, but it is i! now you belong to munny dearest and munny dearest belongs to you!

love you little ones till my heart stops singing and my coffee turns cold! forever n ever ever, ever ever. . .