My Pain

i hung up the phone
how could you?
disbelief distorts my vision.
confusion cries!

the taste of betrayal
clearly defies my happiness.
it defines me
contentment disgraced!

picture perfect caricature
like puppet you moved me.
without a doubt i consented
succumbing, your control overwhelmed!

but now...it broke
my hypnotic trance shatters
like drops of realization
the fixation is over.

you lied
you smiled
you cheated
you smiled
you corrupted...but i let you!

NO MORE!

i hurt
pain laces every memory.
i can't breath!
because of you, i gave you power

forgive my trusting
forgive my ignorance
forgive my love.

NO MORE!


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